He Cries...

i make up lies
to cover up the sorrow
i cut myself
to prepare for tomorrow
i cry these tears
to ease the pain
im in love with you
for reasons i cant explain
i hide the way i feel
so you wont leave me
i put a mask on
so you cant see me
i hate myself
because i keep messing up
im giving up now
because i keep fucking up
i hurt inside
from you pushing my away
im dying more and more
with the passing of each day
i make wishes
for things that wont come true
i pray everynight
just to be with you
i want you to save me
from this disaster
because im broken into pieces
as my heart beats faster
bloody wrists
wet face
please save me
from this place...